This Girl's Diary: The bloody infection

January 23, 2012

The bloody infection

I have lost interest in most of the things I usually love doing. I go to bed every night wishing I had done a lot more during the day, yet the very next morning I am back to square one. I want to blame it on the stomach infection which doesn't seem to be getting any better. What is wrong with me?!

Tonight some sleep in anticipation of a better tomorrow.

Tonight some dream of a budding future together.

Tonight a few will thank god for small mercies.
Tonight a mother will caress her new born son.

It's amazing that one night can mean so many things in so many ways.

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Dear Stranger,

We've shared a one sided relationship over the past few years. It began for us in 2003 when I started my first blog. A few years later I decided against it due to two chief reasons- I wasn't a regular and my writing credentials were best portrayed in my diaries. Somehow the idea of seeing my neat handwritten journals gave me a far greater sense of satisfaction than Microsoft word ever could. It seemed (and still does) to me a feat I achieved minus automatic spell checks and grammatical corrections; a very important one at that and one which I carry till date.

Back in the blog industry for a second time, this was supposed to be my secret haven. A much needed outlet to pour my deepest thoughts. Regrets I may have, anger I may want to unleash, opinions I may want to make and hidden feelings I might want to express. Things haven't exactly worked out according to plan. Strange as it may sound, I feel a constant fear of being judged according to my writings. As a result, these posts represent only a decent chunk of what I may have liked to say otherwise. I constantly keep you in mind. You may or may not know me but it does not stop me from getting paranoid nonetheless. So if you are here today hoping to know my deepest secrets, don't bother to read further. Technology can only get you this far.