I try so hard to do so much.
As a daughter..
As a sister..
As a cousin..
As a friend..
As a lover..
As a well wisher..
But I still fall short.
Maybe I try too hard. Maybe I should set boundaries for myself.
I called up three people tonight. My mum, my dad and a friend. I wanted to cry. I wanted to howl. I wanted to let go of these pent up emotions. None of them answered. Parents had their cellphones switched off so they may be excused. My friend, on the other hand, chose to ignore.
Such is life. Life is such.
I know how that feels. You need somebody, just anybody, to understand what you're going through just once, and everybody is too busy, or too absorbed in his or her own problems, to notice. You could have come online, though. Miss you, j------.
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next time you simply know whom to call........
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