The one thing I remembered when I woke up today was the rather weird fifty-fifty dream I had about sitting for some examination. However, ignoring this dream, I wanted to share my thoughts about the dinner yesternight. For starters, when I got the dinner invite two days back, my immediately response was a reluctant "I will have to see". I have always avoided awkward situations but I don't think I have actually ever run away from a scene. This opportunity felt like it was the right time to take a step forward and face my fears head first. So after seeking permission from my mother, I was a bundle of nerves about being a part of this happy occassion.
The dinner was a big affair and I was able to ease into the crowd. Being there, I actually felt pretty alright. I knew most of the people and conversations did not run dry. Food was a blessing. I caught up with a few people I had been wanting to meet for some time now. All in all, it felt like a win-win situation. Now that I am sitting here writing this post, my after thoughts revolve around whether or not I was able to leave a good impression. For a few months now, I have been wanting to spend a bit more time with a partcular person but this has been extremely difficult. Maybe in the coming months, we will get the chance. As of now, I seem to be standing on shaky ground, or so I feel.
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