It’s been a week now that I have been thinking of updating my blog. Many events took place in the past few weeks and to be honest I really don’t have a clear cut idea as to how I am supposed to put it. Words, they say, help in portraying emotions in the right way but when emotions vary every minute, how am I supposed to justify myself?
Silence is what I chose for myself when fingers were pointed at me. When you have been with someone for so long the least you can expect from them is some understanding, that they may have known a little something about you as a person in those years:
How you think?
How you react?
How you work your stuffs out?
Is that a whole lot to expect? I don’t think so. Nevertheless I still chose to go about it in a more dignified way. Had it been some other girl in my place she would have given a mouthful, but I’m not just some girl.
Just because two people are not in a relationship anymore doesn’t mean you are total strangers now. There are a lot of memories that bind you together and the least you can do is respect that person long after the relationship is over. Expecting that little respect is not in my quota it seems, so I quit. I quit trying to be a better ‘has been’, I quit trying to play mediator and, more importantly, I quit ‘trying’ per se.
You are free to go ahead and throw allegations at me because from now on there won’t be anyone to challenge your words anymore.
This is my final goodbye.
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