You don't want something for as long as you can and whats more?? you are actually pretty sure about it. You are completely ignorant of the other and continue living your life as you've wanted to. Then you realize that something is nagging you so much that its thoughts start appearing in your head every now and then. One fine day you decide maybe it is not all that bad. Maybe you should give it a shot. And then what happens? You get hit in your face so hard, the force leaves you minus a decent landing spot.
This happened a while back, then a few months ago and today. Tonight I tasted a new dish- rejection. Something I wasn't really interested in in the beginning, then fate decided to throw it my way again. "Just for fun", he must have told luck and luck, on its part, played a tiny role today to build my confidence further. Just then life must have walked in and decided enough is enough. Lets give her the real thing. So here I am. Bitter. Angry. An hour long tear jerking event in a restaurant with my two brothers to give me company and now I am back in the house preparing for the upcoming two months of library visits and crappy food.
Story of my life.
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