My friend tells me its about time I updated my blog. What is happening in my life? Anything I want to talk about, or rather write about? I have been very busy the past few months. Every night I go to bed thinking I have to update my blog but every morning I wake up thinking maybe tomorrow.
Finally a good old friend came visiting to the granite city in March. The weeks of loneliness became hazy and he infused some positivity and optimism in me. Wait a minute! Aren't the two the same thing?? Never mind. My friend is a born optimist who vomits sunshine everywhere he goes. Spending a week together was absolutely fun. It reminded the two of us about school days and the good times we had together as a member of the famed Dupatta group. We paid an ode to Sir Kajee Singh's songs, Sir Robert's plants and Bijli Paul's one track mind. We visited Edinburgh and, needless to say, the city took my breath away. All the time I thought maybe I can be like him. Maybe I can be a cheerful person after all. Its been a month already and I am back to square one. But I am not sitting back this time. I am going to bring the change I need in my life. I have tried to be everything each one of you have wanted me to be and now I am not thinking. Call me selfless, it doesn't bother me anymore.
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| Deep in conversation with PSP |
My birthday is up next and as of now all I know is I am turning 25. I admit I'm a little hurt with all the happenings in the past few weeks. No matter what I do or say, its never good enough so now I'm resting this case. What has to happen will happen and there is absolutely no use pondering over these issues. I'm taking a deep breath and just nodding my head in agreement, with a sneeze thrown in between. I'm done trying!
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