This Girl's Diary: A question

July 3, 2011

A question

I wonder if I was mean or wrongful in the way I have dealt with things in the past few weeks. It is extremely difficult to confront people when they have been nothing but gentlemen in their approach. How is one to raise questions or doubts? What if they are but figments of one's imagination? All I want is for people to understand where I am coming from, to respect what I have to offer and to expect nothing less or more. I just worry I may hurt someone involuntarily in the process. Somehow it seems to me I am turning into the person I despised a while back. What goes around comes around.. Am I operating in the reverse?

1 comment:

AnonymousJuly 29, 2011 at 7:56 PM
i guess thats y they say we shd not take anything too personally-despise noone too much becz u'll soon find urslf doin the same-maybe its all about the vibes.n many a times wat goes aroun comes aroun even when its nofault of urs
metoh
ReplyDelete
Replies

Add comment

A note for the readers

Dear Stranger,

We've shared a one sided relationship over the past few years. It began for us in 2003 when I started my first blog. A few years later I decided against it due to two chief reasons- I wasn't a regular and my writing credentials were best portrayed in my diaries. Somehow the idea of seeing my neat handwritten journals gave me a far greater sense of satisfaction than Microsoft word ever could. It seemed (and still does) to me a feat I achieved minus automatic spell checks and grammatical corrections; a very important one at that and one which I carry till date.

Back in the blog industry for a second time, this was supposed to be my secret haven. A much needed outlet to pour my deepest thoughts. Regrets I may have, anger I may want to unleash, opinions I may want to make and hidden feelings I might want to express. Things haven't exactly worked out according to plan. Strange as it may sound, I feel a constant fear of being judged according to my writings. As a result, these posts represent only a decent chunk of what I may have liked to say otherwise. I constantly keep you in mind. You may or may not know me but it does not stop me from getting paranoid nonetheless. So if you are here today hoping to know my deepest secrets, don't bother to read further. Technology can only get you this far.